Lastnight’s efforts were very peaceful and relaxing. While I was doing my energy raising techniuqe it felt like I was starting to levitate but I didn’t want to break my concentration and open my eyes to look, but it was a wonderful feeling none the less. While doing my OBE techniques I could hear children playing in my bedroom and even felt like they bumped the bed a couple of times, I haven’t figured out why hearing children is so common for me maybe it has some special meaning or maybe I have multiple guides keeping tabs on me and that is they way they are going to present themselves to me when I pop out. I will research this topic more this weekend while my son will be with his mother and I have time to really get involved with my research. But I do feel like I’m making phenominal progress and will make it out very soon indeed.
Sorry I went out of town last Thursday for the 4th of July and I was unable to put that here on the blog because me and my dad wan’t to surprise my mother by having me and my son up for the holiday. And she reads this blog so that would have totally ruined the surprise. We had a really great time, nothing beats spending time with close friends and family.
I will be resuming my astral journey this evening, wish me luck….
DAY: 6
Well lastnight was very intersting, I was try to project I didn’t make it out, however while I was going through the projection techniques I felt my energy body floating just above or halfway out of my phsical body and I could feel my energy body push through my I can blanket. I would rise up and I could feel myself going through the blanket and I would settle back into my physical body and do this over and over for what seemed like and hour or more, this was the first time that I tried to project while covered with blanket and the feeling is just amazing. If you have ever stood in between a clothes line with sheets or blankets on both sides and have them caress your skin when blown by the wind is as close to how I can describe the feeling. It really is hard to describe the feeling but it is such an awsome feeling, hopefulyl next time I can make it all the way out.
Day: 5
Well lastnight I fell asleep during my chakra balancing meditation so I didn’t get a chance to complete all of the techniques so no progress made, tonight I’m going to try and project out of my body so wish me luck…..
You have probably have come across exotic sounding terms such as “chakra”, “prana”, “aura”, and “tantra” in your course of reading books on spirituality, sex, and healing in Ebooks you have found on the net. But what’s the real scoop behind these exotic terms? Are All Energy Healings the Same?
Chakra or energy center is a term used in Pranic healing, an ancient Hindu system of energy healing. “Prana” means life energy. “Aura” is another terminology traced to Pranic healing. Aura is a non-physical body that consists of energy, which exists along with our physical body. The aura that covers our body is said to have seven layers pertaining to the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual aspects of an individual as manifested by energy. Studying the color and thickness of auras give ideas on the state of health of individuals. Six colors are associated with aura and interpreted into six personalities. These colors are all present in an individual but one or two are more pronounced.
Green – ambitious achiever
Blue – spiritual peacemaker
White – unconventional chameleon
Red – activist
Orange – creative communicator
Violet - psychic
Although Tantra is popularly associated with the peculiar practice of sex and spirituality, it is another method of energy healing. It comes from the word “tan” which means to spread or expand. The concept of connectedness is a recurring theme in Tantric writings on sex and spirituality. As a method of healing, spirituality and sex figure prominently. It is presupposed that the union of man and woman can reach spiritual levels during orgasm, which removes the body and mind off collected impurities. These impurities being negative energies can in turn manifest as physical illnesses.
Unlike Pranic and Tantric healings, which have Hindu origins, Reiki originated from Japan. It is relatively younger than Pranic and Tantric healings having been rediscovered in the early 1900’s. Reiki stands for universal energy, an energy brought forth by higher intelligence. Students of Reiki are taught how to tap this energy to heal physical, emotional, and mental illnesses. Although Pranic, Tantra, and Reiki are all systems of energy healing, they differ in the type of energy tapped for healing: life energy, sexual energy, and universal energy respectively.
The concepts of the connectedness of mind, body, and spirit; the connection of individuals to all living and nonliving things around them and to the universe; and how energy impacts physical, emotional, and spiritual well-being are some of the salient similarities of these three healing methods. Why Do People Turn to Energy Healing?
Pranic, Tantric, and Reiki are considered alternative methods of healing. In spite of the availability and relative accessibility of modern medicine, how come more and more people are being drawned to them? Here are some possible reasons: Energy healing worked where modern medicine failed. For several reasons both explainable and unexplainable, modern medical treatment failed to heal ailments and conditions in several if not many persons. Research or data may not be able to support this statement. But for the families of the dying as well as for the dying patient, they would take the risk of using alternative methods ranging from herbals and organics, faith healers, witch doctors, and New Age healing techniques just to be get well. People perceive modern medicine to be isolating.
Medical treatments are oftentimes focused on the disease and its causative agent, which can make a patient feel isolated and treated like a mere host of the disease. Although recent developments in hospital practice are gradually promoting the holistic treatment of a patient, the perception still persists. Unlike in energy healing, since energy and spirituality are intimately linked, the patient feels that all aspects of his health are being attended to. Energy healing is non-obtrusive and natural thus it is safer.
Repeated surgical procedures are physically and emotionally traumatic for most patients. It is but a logical and attractive option to both patient and families to look for less stressful health interventions. Moreover, with the rising popularity of New Age religions, going natural is the way to go. Energy healing is a good way of relieving stress.
Meditation is part and parcel of energy healing methods and this is an added come-on for highly stressed people. Moreover, sophisticated equipment is not required thus it becomes all the more convenient for students and future students of energy healing. The battle between alternative healing and mainstream medicine continues as both present the benefits of their approach. But in the final analysis, what matters is the restoration of good health.
Day 4:
Wow what a rush, lastnight as I was practising my energy raising techniques I could feel my energy body floating just above my skin and I could hear what sounded like children playing off in the distance, a soft deep voice was talking to me but I couldn’t concentrate on exactly what he/she was saying as I was so excited and my mind was racing. I tried very hard to visualize me floating out of my physical body but my concentration skills need some more work as I was paying more attention to my body vibrating and the noises that accompany the vibrations which can get kinda loud and I dropped back into my body and it was all over. Whenever you think about what is happening to your body or what is going on around your body your mind puts up a defensive wall and the experiance will stop on a dime, so it is very important to develop strong concentration skills so you can ignore your mind and continue on with your task at hand or you will never make it out of your body. That’s what I’m going through right now, even though I wasn’t trying to project lastnight my energy was raised enough that projection was possible if I could of held onto my energy raising techniques I would have pushed right out. Oh well I will try to project again this weekend.
Day 3:
I resumed with the relaxation and energy raising techniques lastnight and I must say that since I started doing this I feel like I have been on a natural high, I have had lots of energy, my mind is clear, my awareness is elevated, my patience has totally increased. It feels like I have been washed in pure white light, it truly is a feeling that is hard to describe. I have never taken the time to go this far inside myself and as I go farther and increase the practice of meditation (chakra balancing) and energy work it feels like I’m unlocking a hidden treasure of vitality, wisdom, strength, and inner peace that cannot be disturbed by the outside world. I have also been meditating on a mantra that has totally changed my way of thinking, if you don’t have a mantra to meditate on of your own then you can try mine: I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, happy, intelligent ,confident, fearless, successful, and lucky repeat this to yourself whenever a negative thought comes to your mind or you have a worry, are troubled in someway, depressed, or lonely. You can also repeat it yourself when you do silent meditation or meditating while listening to music it really does make a difference and when you make the first steps to change your inside world then your outside world will reflect the vibrations you are sending out and your life will dramatically change for the better.
The techniques that I’m using on my astral journey come from an audio book that I’m using by the name of Mastering Astral Projection by Robert Bruce, it is a 6 disc set of guided relaxation, energy raising, and out of body projection techniques. It also comes in regular book form but I prefer to actually hear the author walk me thought it, it adds so much more to the experience plus it plays theta and delta wave sound in the back ground to boost your progress. I use chakra Balancing Meditation cd by Deepak Chopra for my meditation, I must say for guided meditation he is the best. And for some insight into mental science I have on leftside of this blog put an ebook that you can download for free called Before The Secret, it is a must read. I must go for now but remember to make a mantra that fits in to your life, maybe something that you would like to change. meditate on it everyday and repeat it to yourself silently when it crosses your mind, you are bored, doing a mundane task, instead of watching tv, when you are a passenger riding in a car (not when driving as it may cause your mind to drift and I don’t want you or anyone else to get hurt so please always keep a clear mind behind the wheel) and right before you go to bed or if you are having trouble sleeping is a great time as well. I have many mantras that I focus on daily but the one above is the one I meditate on heavily and if you knew me personally then you would understand why. And in no way am I saying this is a substitute for god because I pray to him 3-4 times a day and hold all of my faith in him, and in no way to I believe that this is in anyway a sin or a danger to ones self. If you read the bible you may recall that god has said that he made man in his image and likeness, and if you believe that god is a energy or spirit form( his image) and that he used his mind and spirit energy( his likeness) to make man and all that you see around you. You and everything around you living and non-living is made up of atoms that come together to make photons and protons which in turn come together to form energy, the difference between the living energy and the non-living energy forms is the spirit or soul that it posses which in turn make it alive. And since your spirit is made from the true energy of god (again in his likeness) it/you have the power to exist with out a physical body (in his image). But if you believe that their is a huge human sitting high atop a cloud somewhere or the some spontaneous combustion made us then please don’t read this as it will be way to much for you to comprehend.
All I hear on tv today is how this person or that person if elected will change the economic status of America, what a joke. If any of the political leaders cared about America in the slightest bit then they would focus on 1) stopping government spending which would lower taxes and help the deficit 2) Penalize Big Corporations that are moving American jobs to 3rd world countries and if that dosen’t stop them then shut them out of America and make it so they can’t sell there goods here 3) Stop Asian auto manufactures from building and selling there cars in America 4) Stop letting food and other goods from overseas to come into America 5) Pull out of that damn desert and let those idiots kill themselves, we have been at war with the damn middle east since 1972, thats 36 years we have been at war with the middle east. Either drop a nuke on them or pull out and stop spending billions of dollars on destroying and rebuilding, if they want to live in chaos that is not our problem let them they have free will 6) Stop trying to be the world police and start using that money to fix the homeless, jobless, and hungry children issues in America, but if your heads in Congress are to big that you have to wipe out other nations then start by sending our troops over to Dafar and Burma to kill the Warlords that are kidnapping children in the middle of the night and chopping their arms and legs off or rapping 10-12 year old little girls or the rapping of elephants for ivory or maybe help 3rd world countries that have no health systems in place like umm a hospital or a sewer system so that little children aren’t playing in puddles of shit or dying from a curable disease that is just a start that a small fraction that the money the assholes in congress are spending to fuel a war for the Big Oil companies just so they can trun around and again rape the people of there own nation and I’m not just talking about gas prices, 90% every product that we use is made from or needs oil to be made and who has to pay for it?? Well not Bush or any of the people in Congress because they either have a huge stake in the oil companies or they are embezzling our tax dollars anyway. Take note that only the past 6 months America has spent over $200 Billion in the war and who knows how many 18 year old that the government conned into the army that have lost their lives and I’m not talking about the ones that wanted to go into the army I’m talking about the all kids that had to use the G.I Bill to get money for college which again if they only used a portion of what they have spent on the war since 2000 every kid in america should be able to get a federal grant for college. I could go on for days, it just sickens me to hear people like Mccains wife talk about how mynamar’s government dosen’t care about it own people when they are some of the same people they are rapping us, our unemployment rate is the highest it’s been in 22 years and the fucking government is crying that is they extended it for 13 weeks then they would have to spend $11.7 Million on it so you tell me that our own government won’t lift a finger to help it’s own people that are facing hunger or homelessness but will spend over $500 Billion a year on killing people?? You tell me Cindy McCain who is it that dosen’t care for the people of it’s own country????? Wait here it is out of her own mouth, after reading it you tell me that it dosen’t sound like that is what’s happening here in America:
Cindy McCain harshly criticized Myanmar’s military junta Thursday while vowing to make improving human rights there a priority if she becomes America’s next first lady.
Taking a cue from current first lady Laura Bush, who has also been a sharp critic of human rights abuses in Myanmar, the wife of presumed Republican presidential nominee John McCain said Myanmar leaders don’t value human life.
“It’s just a terrible group of people that rule the country, and the frightening part is that their own people are dying of disease and starvation and everything else and it doesn’t matter,” Cindy McCain said during a trip to Vietnam, where she has worked with a charity that helps children born with facial deformities. “I don’t understand how human life doesn’t matter to somebody. But clearly, it doesn’t matter to them.”
Sounds like the American Government to me Cindy……
Day 2:
Lastnight I practiced the relaxation and energy building techniques and wow they make you feel wonderful. You start by tightening your toes, feet, and calves and hold it for 5 seconds and then release let them go limp take 5 deep breaths and repeat. Then do the same for your thighs, tighten and hold them for 5 seconds and then release let them go limp take 5 deep breaths. Then tighten your buttox and hold for 5 seconds then release go limp and take 5 deep breaths, then move on to your hands, arms, abs, shoulders, back, neck, and face and repeat the above by tightening them and holding them for 5 seconds and then relax them by taking 5 deep breaths. Once you have completed the exercise then sit totally still and imagine a huge ball of energy moving over your body starting at your toes and finishing at the top of your head, then move it back down to your toes and back up again until you feel your body totally relaxed and energized. After I completed these exercises I felt wonderful, totally relaxed, I had a lot of energy and all my day to day worries and troubles were gone. The whole point of practicing relaxation and energy techniques are to sharpen your focus, focus is essential for astral travel. Without strong concentration and focusing you will never be able to leave your body.
My focus for today will be on practicing more relaxation and energy building techniques as well as meditating on chakra balancing. So that wraps up day 2.
DAY 1:
Ok I didn’t make it out of my body lastnight but it still was a very successful attempt. I will go into detail about my first attempt, I laid down on my bed and concentrated on relaxing my body by meditating a mantra and as I felt a relaxing sensation come over my mind and body I concentrated on my breathing to quiet my mind and make it void of thought at times my mind would wonder and I would have to count my breath as it came into and out of my body so that mind would settle. After I felt a slight vibration in my feet (the kind you would experience when your feet start to fall asleep) and a faint glowing feeling through my body then I started to imagine or visualize a ball of energy about the size of a beach ball with the radiance of the sun balancing on the tips of my toes until I felt my toes vibrating really hard then I imagined or visualized the ball of energy move up and over my feet and rest on my ankles until I felt a strong vibration and then I moved the ball back down to the tips of my toes but this time I imagined what it would feel like to have a huge ball of energy moving over my feet to my toes and back to my ankles. I did this all the way up to the top of my head and once I could feel the energy vibrate though my body in each area I moved it or imagined it it moving though my body from the top of my head down to my toes and as I felt my whole body vibrate at each pass I started to imagine it moving faster and faster until my whole body was vibrating to the point that it felt like the bed was shaking and I was starting to levitate. After all this I moved my concentration back to a mantra about leaving my body and imagined that I was flying though the clouds and as I was doing this I could hear voices of in the distance, I heard loud popping in my ears as if I was on a plane coming in for a landing as well as my eye lids started to become transparent and I could see my bedroom ceiling and make out other parts of my bedroom from that viewpoint I heard what sounded like thunder and felt a cool breeze move over me back and forth for a long period and I felt my mind start to wonder off to sleep and I moved my train of thought and concentration to me sitting in a row boat on a stormy sea being tossed about by the waves and I imagined what it would feel like on top of those waves and after a short period I could feel my body moving with the waves and start to float off of the bed except for my torso (solar plexes) was weighing my down and that feeling broke my concentration and my body settled and my mind drifted off to sleep as I didn’t have enough energy to fight it. So now my next step before trying another projection will be to do more visualization training and meditation on my primary chakras. I have studied this for about 8 months before embarking on this adventure so I would know what to expect and to get everything out of the experience, also as a child I have memories of leaving my body and seeing energy beings of all kinds in fact I have been visited by many many forms of energy for as long as I can remember . I have seen spirits , demons, angels, ghosts, lost souls, orbs of light, and brilliantly bright strings of energy stretching from the ceiling to the floor dancing with what looked like sparks bouncing from them. So I’m not knew to this hidden universe of energy that is all around us and believe me there are multiple universes around and inside of the universe we occupy. Let me go into more detail about some of my experiences, about 6 years ago I awoke to what looked like a half man half goat (his whole body was the color of black coal) that lifted me up off of the floor where I was sleeping and wrapped his arms around me and held me and taunted me asking me if I knew who he was (now mind you I was not asleep anymore and was actually experiencing this in real life) as I was so scared that I couldn’t reply but my only thoughts were no no no as he must of seen my thoughts and replied I am the devil and then he dropped me to the floor and walked out of the bedroom I got up on pure adrenalin and followed him he stopped looked back and gave me a smerk and continued through my living room and down my basement stairs and vanished. Know I’m sure alot of you are saying pffttt w/e but I assure you all that I’m telling you here is the truth, now that was not the last of this being with in a week we had some people over for a bbq me and a friend were enjoying a beer after a wonderful meal and were engaged in conversation when in mid sentence he turn to me with his back arched his eyes were huge and black (he has natural blue eyes) and in the same voice said to me we are strong and many and you will not win. Now at this time I had no idea of what the hell it was trying to accomplish by all this intimidation as I was really freaked out and this whole experience lead me to the local mental ward of our hospital for evaluation and I was seen by a very kind man and I explained to him what was going on and he asked if he could have me explain this same or share this same story with one of his colleagues, so I explained this all again and by the time I was done I spent 2 weeks seeing different doctors in our area and they all came to the same conclusion that I was not lying or hallucinating, I was relived that I was not going crazy but still troubled that this was happening to me and that I had no answer for it. When I returned home my fiance and he 6 year old son where sleeping in the same bed and he was to scared to sleep by himself because he was seeing a half man half goat peaking around corners and stomping on the floors, now keep in mind that none of this was ever mentioned to because we didn’t want to scare him so he wouldn’t have nightmares or just be scared to be in a room by himself. So I started to to some investigating about this supernatural world that seems to overlap our physical one and as I dug deeper more and more evil entities started to surface and thwart my progress to the point that I went use my computer to finish up on some things I was digging into after dinner my computer was off which was weird because I left it on so I hit the on button and nothing so I looked to see if it was plugged in and sure enough it wasn’t so I plugged it in and got aloud boom and a puff of smoke came from my tower ooooo i was pissed and asked if anyone touched it and they both said no and the more I reflected on the situation there was noway anyone could have touched it as I was the last to the dinner table and the first one to leave it. And I started to wake up with what at first glance were people standing at the end of my bed but as I looked closer I could see that they were really just energy beings (some would call these ghosts) projecting a human form as not to alarm me but no matter some stranger is standing at the end of your bed in the middle of the night is going to alarm you but as I was taking all this in they were trying to talk to me but I could not understand what thoughts they were trying to send me as they were flooding me with them as if I was a lost friend they hadn’t seen in years and were so excited that they were trying to tell me everything at once when i spoke back to them I spoke in many different tounges at once and I had no idea what I was saying but I was saying it none the less and all of a sudden I realized wasn’t in my body I looked down and seen me sitting up but me still lying down it was a shock and it sent me right back to my body and I woke up with a huge jolt as if some body slammed onto my bed and when I turned to see if my fiance was still sleeping she was in shock as well because my speaking in tounges woke her up, I must have been projecting the information back to my body and my body was going through the same motions as my enerdy body or soul was going through and she also said that she caught a glimpse of a person leaving the room just before I woke. Now this started to happen on a regular basis for well up till know actually, but the more it happens the more I can remember and the more I’m starting to understand my role and why I was threatend by the devil and why I have awoke to chasing demons and evil spirits away from strange places and why entities were coming to me for help, as I dug deeper into my research I found out that Satan/lucifer/devil was before he fell the bringer of the light and the angel of wisdom and he commanded many angels to do his work and they would go out and spread their light through the multiple universes and help the lost ones on many worlds find there way back with there light and he also was given many new souls that were not as advanced as the light working angels that he was in command over but he was to teach them and groom them for the day that they were that far advanced as the angels of that time, and these young light bringers or workers had in incarnate in many forms and many worlds to get the knowledge to and the skills it would take to reach the skills of that of his angels but when he fell Jesus took over his work and the new or young light works fell under him for teaching and guidance and Lucifer was furious about it this and has been on a rampage to do away with all of the young light bringers or works so that they don’t succeed in becoming highly advanced and be able to cast out his demons when physical beings are being tormented, I have awaken in the middle of the night casting demons away from baby cribs with my hand stretched out and what appeared to be a sphere of sparkling light floating on the other side of my palm and I was saying I ban you from here in the name of Jehova, now as soon as I was able to see what was going on I was thrust back into my body. I looked to the psychic community for answers and while I was doing that (over these 6 years I had a son and at the time I’m going to explain he was 6 months old) I was awaken from my sleep by a wrestling at the foot of my bed and by now I was used to being woken up by entities and was trying to ignore it when I peeked over my covers and seen my 6 month old son sitting at the end of my bed and he was shining like that of the sun in the middle of the afternoon and he said daddy ( the night before he called to me and I went to him and chased 5 black shadows from the foot of his bed) and gave me the biggest smile I have ever seen and giggled as he rolled off the edge of the bed I hopped up and looked under the bed for him but he was not there. When I finally got in touch with a very trusted medium in the psychic community and explained all of this to her that I was going through and had found out through research she first said to me that babies don’t project to other places on this plane at that age they go back to where their energy is positioned in the universe and that I was indeed a light worker and the spirit that those see right after death that need help to carry over to the spirit world and that I do chase demons away from those in need and those that can’t ask for help (babies) and that yes as the veil is thinning the devil or what ever you want to call him is going after the light works in hopes to scare them off from doing their jobs and that I need to digg even deeper into the spirit world and study it and become a advanced astral traveler because that is where I will find my answers and I will need these answers for when my son gets older because he is going to need a guide because his gifts will be 100 times stronger than mine and he will need someone to explain to him what he is gonna go through and needs to do and she also said that she believes that the spirit that was telling her at that time was telling her that my son is my spirit guide. This is just to give you some insight as to why I’m embarking into the spirit realm through astral travel, this isn’t even scratching the surface of what I have been through or have experienced but I thought that I needed to give you a glimpse into the reasons why…
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